RAWALPINDI,
Pakistan -- Gripping the podium with both hands,
Benazir Bhutto spoke in a shout that filled the cavernous
park and echoed into the streets beyond.
"Wake up, my brothers!" she
implored, her trademark white shawl slipping off her head to her
shoulders. "This country faces great dangers. This is your
country! My country! We have to save it."
When the former Pakistani prime
minister had finished speaking, she descended from the stage and
paused. She then turned, waved and kept on walking.
Inside the park, a crowd of
thousands was still cheering. Outside, a pair of assassins lay
in wait.
In the hours before they struck on
Dec. 27, Bhutto's day had unfolded typically -- for her and for
Pakistan. The pace was frenetic, the stakes were high, and
the issues were familiar: extremism and democracy, militancy and
the military.
Since her return from exile more
than two months earlier, Bhutto had been in nearly constant
motion, trying to outflank her political opponents and hoping
desperately to stay one step ahead of the sniper's bullet that,
she told friends, was "always waiting for me."
If she succeeded, she believed the
reward would be a storybook comeback. She would return to her
old job, and to the realm of world leaders, after eight years as
a glamorous sidelight in the salons of
London,
New York and Washington. The country, meanwhile, would
return to democracy after its own eight-year drought under
military rule. It would also turn the tide against extremism,
beating back the growing threat posed by the
Taliban and
al-Qaeda.
But the odds, for her and for
Pakistan, were long.
On the day she was killed, Bhutto
was pressing ahead on two main fronts. The first was to get the
message out that she believed President
Pervez Musharraf's allies planned to rig the elections
scheduled for Jan. 8. On the agenda for the day was a meeting
with election observers from the
European Union and another with two U.S. lawmakers -- Sen.
Arlen Specter (R-Pa.) and Rep. Patrick J. Kennedy (D-R.I.).
At the latter meeting, scheduled for the evening, she intended
to hand over a dossier of evidence that she said supported
claims her party had been making for weeks that the elections
would be fixed by means of ghost polling stations, voter
intimidation and other irregularities.
The second front was terrorism.
Bhutto met for 45 minutes that day with Afghan President
Hamid Karzai, and the two shared their concerns about the
growing danger of extremism. More than perhaps any other
Pakistani politician, Bhutto had been fixated on the problem
both in public and in private. She spoke about it constantly.
For her, the threat was personal.
She knew there were people out to get her. And on Dec. 27, there
was reason for special concern.
The day before, in the northwestern
city of
Peshawar, a young man carrying explosives had been detained
outside the site of her rally. The man told police he had been
to a wedding just before he arrived to hear Bhutto's speech and
had not had time to dispose of some leftover celebratory
dynamite. Police did not believe him.
That night, Bhutto's husband, Asif
Ali Zardari, called from
Dubai in the
United Arab Emirates to say he was nervous. He wanted her to
stop attending the rallies and let him go in her place, sources
said. She refused.
But by next morning, she was having
doubts. She was due to hold a rally that afternoon in
Rawalpindi, and the city made her nervous, friends said.
For one thing, it was the home of a
military she had distrusted her entire life. For another, her
father -- former prime minister
Zulfiqar Ali Bhutto -- had died there, hanged in 1979 by the
man who had overthrown him, Gen. Mohammed Zia ul-Haq. And
Pakistan's first prime minister, Liaquat Ali Khan, had been
assassinated in 1951 in the very park where her rally was to
take place.
For Bhutto, who could be
superstitious, those were bad omens.
More came later in the day. In the
afternoon, former prime minister
Nawaz Sharif's supporters had been gathering on a street
corner in Rawalpindi when a sharpshooter began firing from a
nearby rooftop. Four Sharif activists were killed. Five others
were injured. Sharif's party quickly blamed Musharraf's allies,
alleging in interviews that they believed the attack marked the
beginning of a campaign of political violence designed to scare
opponents away from the polls.
But whatever her reservations,
Bhutto decided to go ahead with her rally.
In the early afternoon, she huddled
with her inner circle at her
Islamabad home, eating a lunch of potato curry and chapati
bread, said Babar Awan, a top official in Bhutto's
Pakistan People's Party (PPP) who had been at her side for
two weeks.
Her aides were anxious, thinking
ahead to the rally. But she was calm.
"She kept telling me to relax and
eat," Awan said.
The agenda for the lunch was to
review the prepared text of her speech. Bhutto seemed intent on
not rushing, enjoying the moment.
"She was so overly satisfied that
day, so overly confident and full of jubilance," Awan said. "She
looked so beautiful that day, in all the ways that a woman like
her -- bright, energetic, bursting with ideas and hope -- could
look beautiful."
At one point, Bhutto brought her
notes for her speech to the large picture window overlooking the
mountains and read them there quietly. "I call on my homeland of
Pakistan to come out and fight for Pakistan's future," Awan said
her notes read. "I'm not afraid. We cannot be afraid."
She then prayed.
Around 3:45 p.m., Bhutto and her
entourage of top party officials left in two cars for
Rawalpindi.
After suicide bombers attacked her
homecoming reception in
Karachi on Oct. 18, killing more than 140 people, Bhutto had
considered abandoning public rallies. Instead she would tape her
messages and deliver them on radio or television.
That plan soon fizzled, however.
Mass rallies are central to Pakistan's political culture. For
her party to have a chance, she believed, she could not forgo
them.
When the time came for Bhutto to
address the Rawalpindi crowd, she set her notes aside and spoke
spontaneously. People who had been following her career for
years said it was the most passionate they had ever seen her.
"Her speech was beautiful," said
Kamran Nazir, 19, a student and PPP activist. "It was about
saving Pakistan. It was about having hope, no matter what."
Just before dusk, Nazir followed
Bhutto out to the park gates. As the crowd surged around her
vehicle, he saw her head rise from the sunroof, and he saw her
hand begin to wave.
Advisers had warned Bhutto not to
come out of her bulletproof sport-utility vehicle on the way in
and out of rallies. But she insisted.
"She said, 'The people come with a
lot of expectations and love. I can't resist that. I need to
reply,' " said Farzana Raja, a top PPP official who was with her
that day.
The crowd -- chanting "Long live
Bhutto!" -- was making her happy. But it was worrying Mohammad
Qayyam, a local police constable who was trying to clear a path
for Bhutto's SUV while scanning the crowd for threats.
Like nearly everyone else there that
day, he didn't see the man in the sunglasses walk up to Bhutto's
vehicle and fire three shots from a handgun at close range. Nor
did he see a second man, his head wrapped in a scarf, who blew
himself up moments later.
All he remembers is seeing the
bodies, dozens of them, suddenly scattered along the ground.
Qayyam passed out, waking up later
at Rawalpindi General Hospital, the same hospital where Bhutto
had been taken for emergency surgery.
Outside the operating room, a group
of PPP leaders joined hands and prayed. "Please, God, let our
leader be okay," they said. "Please, God, let her survive this."
After about 40 minutes, Awan saw a
doctor, Muhammad Mussadiq Khan, who told him the surgery was
still going on. Somehow, Awan didn't believe it.
"Put me straight," he said.
The doctor repeated what he'd said.
"That's not true," Awan said. "Put
me straight."
Then the doctor delivered the news
that, within minutes, would reach around the globe.
"It's all over. We did everything we
could. She didn't make it," he said. "Benazir Bhutto has
expired."